I think it’s hard for others to understand why a suicidal individual does what I do.
Throughout my life I’ve lived when the competency to have empathy and understanding for my being doesn’t exist. In the piece linked to below I talk about having to learn this competency on my own.
There are so many factors responsible for why I am cursed to be so much better off having never been born. At the top of the list is the competency to have empathy and understanding for the suicidal mind doesn’t exist. Next on the list is the competency to have empathy and understanding for my being doesn’t exist.
Neither of these competencies exists and prevails because of the existence of psychiatry and the prevail of seeing mental illness. The enormous harms of the existence of psychiatry are many but one massive harm is that no one seeks to find and learn to have empathy and understanding for minds and beings that are the meaningless products of defective brains, the minds and beings of the mentally ill and of the victims of psychiatry.
It’s a damnation to live when these competencies do not exist because without such competencies then there’s no competency to even recognise the difference between cruelty and care so the monsters who call themselves the human race are absolutely fantastic at using any brutalities on me with complete disregard for the harm and brutality. This is the damnation of my existence to face unlimited suicidality because they cannot even recognise the difference between cruelty and care when they see mental illness but their cruelty is flawless cruelty and their sense of care is so brutal. They cannot even recognise the difference between the inherent brutality of tyranny and ownership that is why competent minds go to war to fight against tyranny versus care. (They ignore what I completely refuse to feel, refuse to be made to feel and refuse to be forced to suffer and endure against my will like sadists and tyrants do – this is how they care. They ignore what I completely refuse, would never choose or consent to like tyrants do – this is how they care. This is why monsters born and bred evil who sees my unlimited suicidality believes that the monsters who call themselves the human race cares about me. The very evil and brutality of tyranny that is why competent minds go to war against tyranny and ownership – but monsters born and bred evil and only monsters believe that the monsters who call themselves the human race cares about me because they see mental illness.)
There’s another harm of the existence of psychiatry. It’s the assumption that the victims of psychiatry are defective but those who are not victims of psychiatry are essential flawless. This is one of the conations of psychiatric concepts and paradigms. The victims of psychiatry are abnormal and flawed but those who are not victims of psychiatry are flawless. The victims of psychiatry are assumed to lack mental competency and those who are normal so not victims of psychiatry are assumed to have mental competency until they become victims of psychiatry. (Psychiatrists put so much effort into proving this by misrepresenting brain differences as brain defects because misrepresenting brain differences as brain defects is the source of their tyranny and rule over the victims of psychiatry. True doctors do not rule like psychiatrists do.)
If you look at the body, the totality, of psychiatric research you will see clearly that they seek to find and prove everything wrong with the brains, minds and beings of the victims of psychiatry. That’s what comes naturally to those who see mental illness. (There’s a harm in this that I talk about elsewhere that they don’t seek to use the scientific method to prove the good in the victims of psychiatry – so obviously an enormous harm and crime against humanity when you recognise natural mental diversity and mental pain instead of seeing mental illness.)
I remember reading a study titled something like “schizophrenia and the theory of the mind”. It wasn’t about the theory of the understanding of the schizophrenic type and the schizophrenic mind. It was based on a specific meaning of “theory of the mind”. It referred to a defect of the minds and beings of victims of the label of schizophrenia.
“Theory of the mind” in this psychiatric study that typifies the psychiatric approach of their use of the scientific method means not understanding the minds and motivations of others. Psychiatrists would talk about this as “part of the disease” and as a reason why the victims of the label of schizophrenia face and feel feeling suicidal so much more than others and other factors of a worse life psychiatrists talk about in terms of “the prognosis of schizophrenia”.
This approach and meaning of “theory of the mind” means that the victims of the label of schizophrenia have worse lives and feel suicidal more than others because of a defect of being unable to understand the minds of others and motivations of others.
The point of this piece is to ask the question about whether those who are not victims of the label of schizophrenia – do you understand the minds and motivations of victims of the label of schizophrenia and this defect and deficit contributes to the worse lives of victims of the label of schizophrenia?
Are lives only made worse because of the defects and flaws of the minds and beings of those who are victims of the label of schizophrenia? Yes by the standards of psychiatrists and the vast body of psychiatry research.
How is this a basis for care and being humane? Lives are made worse solely because the being is defective and not because of the factors of others who are devoid of the competency to have empathy and understanding for the being, for the victim of psychiatry.
The victims of the label of schizophrenia are defective when understanding other minds and the motivations of others – the faults and flaws of the victims of psychiatry are solely responsible for why lives are made worse than they should be and so worse that death becomes a welcomed solution? Yes by the standards of psychiatrists and their research and use of the scientific method. No fault with the minds of those who are normal by the standards of psychiatrists that’s why the victims of the label of schizophrenia have such awful lives and certainly no fault with the minds and beings of psychiatrists that’s why life is made so much worse? No fault by the standards of psychiatrists and their research and use of the scientific method.
It’s a curse to be better off having never been born to live when the competency to have empathy and understanding for the wide diversity of natural mental diversity, the weak and mental pain doesn’t exist. The victims of psychiatry face this curse more than others do.
There are obviously flaws and faults with everyone – this is not how psychiatry works. (Psychiatry works by assuming that only the mentally ill are flawed, defective and incompetent and seeks to use the scientific method to prove all the faults, flaws and defects of the mentally ill alone.)
Some minds are harder to understand than others and motivations are also harder to understand but no one is perfect at understanding the minds of others. So doesn’t it make sense to try to learn empathy and understanding for one and all?
There’s two points I’m making in the paragraph above. One is about mental incompetency as something universal not solely a problem with the victims of psychiatry. The other point is that mental competency is earned and learned.
Understanding can be taught.
Knowing that you have a level of incompetency when understanding other minds and the motivations of others – that’s a pretty basic understanding of your own being. Can the power of education fix this universal incompetency? Of course.
To know your own being, your weakness and pain – this can be taught just as it’s possible to teach to understand the wide diversity of natural mental diversity, the weak and mental pain.
Do you understand that the label of madness is about being unable to understand the minds and beings of victims of the label of schizophrenia? It’s madness because it’s not possible to understand it – that’s how psychiatry works to blame the victims of the label of schizophrenia.
The very foundation of psychiatry is based on being devoid of the competency to have empathy and understanding for the wide diversity of natural mental diversity, the weak and mental pain. If it cannot be understood as natural then it must be a mental illness – this is the foundation of psychiatry and the prevail of seeing mental illness.
So the victims of the label of schizophrenia are deemed as mad and defective for being unable to understand the minds of others but those who are not victims of psychiatry don’t have this problem – that’s a basis for what? A basis for care? No of course not. It’s the complete opposite of a basis for care.
There’s nothing wrong with being normal and average by the standards of psychiatrists? Yes. But this understanding is not a basis for care and being humane. But this is their basis for the use of the scientific method to blame the victims of psychiatry and hold dear the flawlessness of those who are normal and average so not victims of psychiatry. Their use of the scientific method demonstrates that so much evil defines their sense of care – that’s what comes from seeing mental illness.
Understanding is the opposite of seeing madness. The competency to have empathy and understanding for one’s fellow being is the opposite of seeing mental illness. This can be taught but never by psychiatrists or anyone else so devoid of good in them that they see mental illness.
The competency to recognise the difference between cruelty and care? No one who has any power over my life and how I feel has this competency. Nothing changes the brutality of human nature that defines their choices and actions justified as care.
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(Why do you justify as care methods that inflicts further suicidal feelings? Because you ignore the severity of the suffering of suicidal individuals and the awfulness of feeling suicidal as the meaningless symptom of a brain defect – that’s what psychiatrists teach you to believe in. It’s not pain it’s mental illness – when you are completely devoid of the competency to have empathy and understanding for the suicidal mind you blame suicidal individuals for being made to feel suicidal and you never blame the evil brutal and inhumane nature of human nature for causing the pain that makes suicidal individuals welcome death. The use of the scientific method by psychiatrists is to prove it’s mental illness not pain so they don’t use the scientific method to demonstrate the brutalities that causes pain and makes death a welcomed solution – they’re the best of you at caring about suicidal individuals. Everything is focused on controlling and ruling over suicidal individuals but nothing is focused on controlling the monsters who call themselves the human race to prevent cruelty to suicidal individuals and stand in harms way of the brutalities that comes naturally to human nature to want to do because the basis for care is so evil as seeing mental illness is evil. The care that exists is based on so much evil. “We get whatever we want from you by making you want to die again and again” – that’s a mentality and motivation to care by the standards of psychiatrists and other types of monsters born and bred evil who sees mental illness. Because to feel suicidal is not caused by brutalities that causes suffering but it’s caused by mental illness – never has so much evil defined a sense of care.)
(So many attempts to care and all they can achieve is me feeling suicidal in over half of the days in the last quarter century because? So much evil defines their choices and actions justified as care. So completely devoid of the competency to care, protect and be humane that I spend thousands of days feeling suicidal because they cannot want to do anything else. You have to be beyond evil to believe that the monsters who call themselves the human race cares about me. But you think making me want to die again and again is care by your standards for the obvious proof of the truth that human nature is evil, brutal and inhumane – seeing mental illness doesn’t change the brutality innate to human nature to want to do to a suicidal individual. That’s what defines the difference you want to make to this suicidal individual and every other. All because doctors cannot recognise the difference between a brain difference and a brain defect – so much evil defines their sense of care and that’s why they cannot make any other choices but what inevitably leads to me feeling suicidal in over half of the days in the last quarter century. So much power to make certain of what? See why my life is always and inevitably going to be this bad?)
A tormented soul and a journey of thinking a decade old - for the truth that neither care nor science exists whenever and wherever psychiatry exists. (I wasn't born to be normal and they have never stopped brutalising me because of this.) 